*it sucks when you're left feeling alone
tick tock tick tock. the time is ticking. here i sit, drowning in boredom and mixed feelings cover up all the feelings i feel for the time being. hmph. what should i do? i'm clueless. like seriously. when i miss something or someone, my mind and feeling went afjnreiucnsrecurhy like that. indescribable. you know. and i started to become like HULK or maybe mad like Cookie Monster, when i can't do the things that i want to or meet someone. that is so me. and i don't really like the fact that i am like that. pity me and pity to them who have to face me. i'm sorry for being like a mad monster :( you know i don't want to, it's annoying (i know) and i don't even mean it. well actually, i don't even understand myself. pfft! -.-
one out of three weeks holiday has passed just like that. yeah. and i'm so not into shooting for the assignments. i'm just not ready yet. i just need to enjoy my not-so-happy holiday. like seriously i want a vacation, with my family. the big family. how my sister and i wish! :( or or balik kampung. i want to go back to Alor Star. i really miss Alor Star. jom balik sebelum hantar Sza pi Perak nak tak Ma? hehehe! ^^, hope so. well, my sister has passed her JPJ test, and she will be going to UiTM Seri Iskandar, Perak for Fashion Design. Alhamdulillah. woohooo! another AD student in our siblings. jyeah! XD maybe we can collaborate to each other someday, InsyaAllah :) i can't wait for my sister to design something for me. weee! ^_^ HAHAHA!
as for now, i'm into the water gun! this is all my sis and cousin's fault! they are the one who started all this water gun thingy. HAHAHA! pichu pichuu! XD the NERF Super Soaker is so cooliooo! :D i just feel like 'killing' people right now. really. hehehehehe! (evil laugh) :D :D nanti kita tiga beli Nerf okie?? *wink wink* well well i can't wait for tomorrow. going out to meet my girlfriends. really miss them! Mira's coming all the way from Tampin. too bad Intan couldn't make it. she's too far there in Terengganu. hehe. nevermind. we'll meet in Lendu soon :)
apparently i'm a big thinker. well, over-thinker. i think too much recently. don't know what is really up with me. i love to overthink. i think too much. i don't really love doing that. but i'm just..yeah, think. i think too much till it hurts myself and others too. boo. trying to get rid of 'love to think too much'. yeah yeah i'm trying >_<
Johnny..Johnny..that name's stuck in my head! for no reason. Johnny..hmm..i miss my Johnny >.< vely vely much much! Johnny, Johnny, when can we meet? vkHJfhefiehhYGfejinvie okaaaaayyy, never thought of writing THIS long. maybe it's the way for me to empty my rebellious mad mind. yeah. that's it. wrap wrap wrap.